empty decorations

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me to the ground

What can I do?What can I say
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life I used to know

Where every song
was filled with words of love and not of
Where did they go
Why did they leave me far behind

c/o'
Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life all on my own (uh oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with the people that I know
Who will do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh
I don't recognize the shadows on my door
Although I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want
Is to be with you....

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can’t hear the silent melodies
I know that I’m here yet I am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life I used to know

Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of overflowing

love the song

p0se taun nie..

salam..

wah!!!! rayer dah nak dekat. next week dah nak balek. yay!!! best giler dapat balek. rindu giler la nak balek umah. padahal baru jer balek dari cuti sem. hehe!!

nie kira 1st time la aku p0se jaoh dari rumah. yelah..aku kan 1st time mas0k asrama. b4 diz sume kat umah. memang sedey gak la xdapat p0se kat umah. bukak pose skali ngan femly. bila mak aku wat video call. sedey.huhuhu!!! tapi depan r0ommate kena ar cover.hehe!! sahur p0n makan roti jer slalu.haru bt0l la dok asrama nie.

tapi best gak sebenarnyer coz kt sini xterasa ble fasting month. mybe coz jadual pack k0t dengan class sume. so...xde la terasa apa sgt. bju rayer sume my m0m yg bli. haih...cmne la rupe baju aku tue?? aku nie dahlah cerewet skit.

agak2 sempat x nak sh0pping balek rayer nie??hmm...

pe0ple i call friends..

roses are red..

violets are blue..

can i be friend with u??(btol ke lirik nie??)

ok2..aku nie xde la ramah sgt so aku xde la ramai kawan. p0pular p0n x. tapi so far aku hepi ngan member2 aku sume. aku nie xleh kalo xde kawan. kawan tue penting. yg penting member2 aku sume mesti satu kepala cam aku n sbr mlayan aku.hehe!!

member yg aku rase paling rapat ngan aku mesti la kwn2 aku dari skola rendah. eventh0ugh kitorg jrg contact skang coz masing2 busy tapi still rapat. rayer p0n dah nak dekat. bleh la jumpe dorg nanti.yay!! dorg nie memang memahami aku. dah dekat 10 tahun kit0rg knl. so...sume masalah aku spill kt d0rg.

tapi selain tue ada gak member laen yg aku rapat. aku igt lagi mase form 4 aku kena split ngan member2 aku coz aku terpaksa mas0k class laen dr d0rg.huhu!! tapi..yg bag0snyer aku jumpe kwn baru. dorg p0n one of my bestfrens. memula tue dorg igt aku nie s0mbong. yelah..aku nie kn xramah.tapi last2 ntah macam mane bleh plak rapat. bila ckgu offer t0k tukar class ngan member aku yg dulu aku pikir xnak la. best plak bila dapat member baru. mungkin nie hikmah k0t.hehe!!

then..skang nie aku paling rapat ngan member kt matrix la. especially 4 org dak klas aku. dorg la member paling kamceng. kitorg pi mane2 mesti b'lima. macm mane bleh rapat xdiketahui. undefined.hehe!!!

apa2 p0n aku bersyukur coz pi mane2 aku still ada org yg nak kwn ngan aku eventh0ugh aku nie xde la bag0s sgt.bnyk kelemahan.(cewah...haha!!)

p/s: i l0ve all my frens..

adioss~

the lovers..

tajuk xleh blah.hahahah!! aku xjiwang eh. the lovers nie actually femly aku. ader paham???

femly aku consists of my lovely m0m,

my hero 'ayah'

the crazy big sis

n the sweet one.u kn0w who.haha!!

aku syg giler ngan femly aku. kalo dorg xde xtaula mcm mane.

my m0m memang grg tapi sp0rting giler!!

ayah plak co0l tapi tegas. overprotected p0n ada gak.ank pompuan la katakan.

my al0ng plak memang giler2,gedix n agak bossy la.hehe!!

kit0rg 4 org jer. pi mane2 mesti b'empat. aku p0n dah biasa femly kecik2 nie so memng xharap la nak tambah adek baru ke apa. org kata aku jelez coz takot kedudukan tergugat. ek'eleh...t0long la. xde maknenyer. yg penting aku syg femly aku!!!

the beginning.

salam...

alkisah blog nie stat mase last week bile tetiba kat class sains info lecturer suruh kit0rang wat blog. yay!!!! nie yg best nie. actually nie blog aku yg no 2. saje aku mengade nak wat blog baru. hehe!!

ok2..meh aku citer skit pasal penghulu blog nie a.k.a aku ler..

name diberi nurul zahidah binti saripodin. tapi ramai org panggil mida jer. asal pnggil mida aku agak malas nak citer. so...i juz keep it as a secret la. hmm...lahir kat klang, selang0r. skang nie klang tue dah macam luar negara dah coz ramai org asing. agak bahaya la jgk kalo jln sorang2.lagi2 kalo xbiasa ngan envir0nment kt situ. so..be careful taw.

then..stat skola kt tadika pixieland.haha!! pastu dari standard 1-6 skola keb meth0dist. mmg best la time skola rendah. suka buli org.hahahah!!! budak2 la katakan. then..dari f0rm 1-5 mas0k sk0la yg did0minasi oleh kaum hawa. senang citer skola pompuan la.after spm mas0k matrix kat changlun kedah nie.pasnie nak further mane undecided yet.

lagi nak cakap pe eh???xde idea la.hmm...(pikir2 jap.)

diz year umo aku 18.dah lepas dah p0n besday aku. tapi kalo nak bagi hadiah aku sudi amek.hahaha!!

tu je la. xtau la nak tulis pe.bye2..